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Saturday, May 23, 2009

boring tol cuti


ermmmmm..........boring tol ngn cutiiiiiiii
huhuhuhuhuhu
xder buat aper
tgk laptop n membesar ajer keja
buat member2 datang la rumah even x diajak pom
hahaha

Saturday, May 9, 2009

balik kg...c u soon my frenz.....

bezzznyer.....at last.......dah abes final
c u soon my frenz......
xder aper nak d luahkan
hahahaha

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

top 10 korean beautiful celebrities



10. Kim Hyo Yeon

9. Lee Da Hee

8. Han Chae Ah

7. Park Si Yeon

6. Han Chae Young

5. Huang Mi Hee

4. Jeon Ji Hun

3. Han Ga In

2. Kim Tae Hee

And Who is Number One ???
1. Song Hye Kyo

Friday, April 10, 2009

cara nak baca blog aku

highlight sebelum baca
senang la nak baca

kepada sesiapa yg xleh anta komen!!!!!

kepada sesiapa yg xleh post komen kat blok korg
so ikut lah arahan nie
aku baik pada saat nie
sebab macam dapat hidayah jerk
alhamdulillah

korang p kat customize...past
p kat layouts
p kat edit html
pastu clik kat revert
Revert widget templates to default
ader la kat bawah tu
cari la sendir
tapi sumer widget korang akan hilang
nak simpan widget yg boleh d add balik ker
or nak boleh pos komen
tu sumer terpulang la kat korang

kat farah..harap nie dapat membantu
ader aper2 hal cari la aku
aku akan tlg sedaya yg mungkin

(0:39)-(11/4/09)--somting happen

erm samting happen to me a few moment ago....
hahahahaha
how sad i am
its d end
hahahaha

just nak luahkan perasaan
nak lepas stress
pg nie ader JPA nyer final lak

tapi xper laaaa
nak wat mcm maner
salah aku jugak
hahaha

stress giler babiiiiii
baru ingt tuhan biler di timpa masalah
nie la budak2 sekarang
berat2

mybe aku akn berubah jadi baik dah
sal emo 2
hahaha
tgk atas keadaan la
mybe hati jerk yg emosional

bukan luaran
hahahaha
stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xperlu komen erk!!!
n jgn tnyer naper tow....
even u are my best frenzzz
judt bygone be bygone

nak lepas aku publish jer post nie
aku dah luper segalanyer
haha
tow ianya xkan berlaku


haahha hahaha
hahahahah hahahahah
hahahhahaha hahahahahah
hahhahahahahahahhahahhhahaha
hahahahahahahahahhahahhahhahaah
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha
hahahahahhahahahahhahahahahaha
hahahahhahahahahhahahahahah
hahahahahhahahahhahah
ahhahahahhahaahh
ahhahahah
hahaha
haha
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xjadi larrrrr
huh!!!!!!!!!!!
lega sikit
thanxs to my frenz
dyeorg xtow
tapi
aku suka ader member
dari ader awek
hahaahhahahahahaha

frenzs
they are pricelesss

Thursday, April 9, 2009

(9/4/2009)..CORETAN HATI

SORI MISSS....NAK POST IKUT BM NIEEE

HARI INI....KU BANGUN XLEWAT MANER
TAPI HATI INI....SEDIH DAN PILU BILER TERINGATKAN.....
KELAS LAST UNTUK SEM NIE
HUHU
SEDIHNYER
DA XDER LECTURER2 YG DISAYANGI......
DA XPERLU PG KELAS
DA XPERLU MEREDAH HUJAN UNTUK PERGI KELAS,KUIZ,TEST DAN SEBAGAINYA
XPERLU DAH AKU PG JAUH2 KAT KELAS AND THE BARU JE DUDUK ATAS KUSI LECTURER BGN KELUAR KELAS....HAHAHAHA
PE2 POM SUMER TU KENANGAN INDAH......

UNTUK SEM NIE...... YANG XSEBEBERAPA
DAN SEM NIE LA AKU UBAH PERSONALITI AKU
SAPER KENAL AKU TOW AR PERBEZAAN AKU DARI SEM LEPAS MACAM MANER
HAHAHA

SEM LEPAS AKU KUAT MAIN GAME
TP SEM NIE XMEN GAME JUST ON9 AND DOWNLOAD JER KEJE AKU

SAMPAI LAPTOP AKU DAH RUN OUT OF SPACE
FAZILAH LA NIE BG CITER KOREA KAT AKU...NAK DELETE SAYANG
HAHAHAHA

TP.....MMG AKU SEDIH TERAMAT SGT
DAH XLEH JUMPA MISS...N LECTURER LAIN.....
XTOW LA MACAM MANA NEXT SEM

HUHUHU
OK LAH SETAKAT INI SAHAJA CORETAN AKU....MUNGKIN LEPAS NIE DAH XAKTIF DAH SEBAB DAH XDER INTERNET CONNECTION....HAHAHAHA

TO ALL MY FRENZ
GUD LUK 4 DA FINAL
DEKAN JGN SORG2
DEKAN RAMAI2 LAGI BAGUS

SO JGN LA KEDEKUT ILMU TU
ADER SOALAN SPOT KONGSI LA
JGN KONGSI SOALAN
KONGSI JAWAPAN LA
HEHEHE

4 MISSS.....THANK U VERY2 TO DA POWER OF INFINITY MMUUCHHHH......
I CANT EXPRESS IT BY ONLY A PLAIN WORDS.....
SAYA AKAN GUNA ILMU MISS AJAR 2 UNTUK MASA HADAPAN........

SEDIH NYER
PEPE POM JGN NANGIS...
C U ALL SOON... IN DA FINAL AND NEXT SEM IF I WERE HERE
GOD WILLING

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Saturday, April 4, 2009

especially 4 torrent downloader...the silent axxo

The relatively silent aXXo has appeared during the last few days. Speaking with the users of Mininova, he outlined some advice to help mitigate the effects of what he believes to be a potential security risk. The problem could cause downloads to slow down or even worse, he warns.

Not so long ago we posted a technique to bring dead torrents back to life. Basically it involves adding new tracker URLs to an existing torrent so that it’s possible to track the same content on multiple trackers. However, it seems some people have been adding other trackers to new aXXo torrents as a matter of course (probably to try and speed up downloads), with some unpredictable results.

“I’ve seen on the mininova’s comments section some users telling each other to add trackers to a torrent. To add trackers to a torrent that are not included in the original release is the worst thing users can do,” said aXXo commenting on one of his latest releases. “Those trackers don’t know which are the real chunks of the file nor who have the right ones, the information they send to the clients is wrong and the download will be fucked up.”

If it’s not quite clear what aXXo is driving at from the above, it becomes clearer later on. He explains that other tracker URLs that people add to torrents may not be tracking exactly the right content. Peers there could deliberately send bad data in order to hinder people’s downloads, a tactic favored by anti-piracy companies such as MediaDefender. Their effectiveness with these methods on various torrent sites became public last year.

“..there are ’specialists’ manipulating torrents out there,” says aXXo while mentioning no names, warning, “ISPs nice letters are ready for those peers who follow that ‘technique’.”

“That’s my advice,” says aXXo. “Take it or leave it.”

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

speed up torrent download

If you are a Bit Torrent downloader, you know what slow download speeds are like...frustrating and annoying, to say the least. Instead of getting your music or movie within a couple of hours, your software predicts it will take 2 to 4 days.

Now, while many of the speed factors involved are out of your control, there is at least one thing you can do at your receiving end to improve this speed. It is called "Port Forwarding", or "opening your specific TCP ports". This is how it works.

1) That blue or green network cable coming out of your computer/modem/router is actually a busy highway comprised of 65,536 tiny electronic lanes (yes, over sixty-five thousand little lanes for your electrons). Each lane is called a "port", and each port is designed to allow only specific types of information through. Many ports are assigned in a semi-standardized way. Here are some example port assignments:
  • HTML pages: port 80
  • FTP file transferring: port 21
  • World of Warcraft: port 3724
  • POP3 email: port 110
  • MSN Messenger: port 6901 and ports 6891-6900
  • Everquest: port 1024
  • Bit Torrents: port 6881

2) Bit torrents, by default, first look for port 6881 to enter/exit your computer. If port 6881 is closed for whatever reason, torrents then go to port 6882, then 6883, and so on, until it eventually tries port 6999 before giving up.

3) Every ISP, and every home router, can optionally block any of these ports with the intention of preventing hackers and controlling the network.

4) If you tell your own personal router and firewall at home to open (aka "forward") port 6881 and port 6882, then your bit torrents will find their way into your computer that much faster. Sometimes up to 5x faster.

Yes, opening ports does increase the possibility of getting hacked by unwanted bad guys, but there are means to reduce that threat while still getting fast torrent download speeds.

The Top 35 Torrent Sites of 2009

  1. Isohunt.com In a shocking turn of the tables this September, the Isohunt webmaster is counter-suing the Canadian music industry. He is claiming that previous copyright violation suits against him were unfounded, and that he is entitled to have his legal expenses recovered. Read the entire story at www.isohunt.com.


  2. Bitsoup Bitsoup is a growing favorite amongst P2P downloaders. As the trend towards private torrent sharing continues, you will need to signup and join as a member to participate in the Bitsoup swarm.


  3. Demonoid.com is back online! After legal conflicts in April of 2008, they have reestablished themselves outside of the USA, and have resumed torrent operations. Demonoid is still a private community, and members are held liable for any leeching that their invited friends do in this community. If you are lucky enough to get a Demonoid membership, invite your friends carefully, lest you lose your own membership.


  4. The Pirate Bay(Pirate Bay, by readership size, is the most popular torrent search site today. Pirate Bay has an immense database of 600,000+ torrents, arguably the largest database at this time. Read the interesting Swedish lawsuit news at their homepage.)



  5. Torrentz.com (special thanks to reader, Jonathan R., for this link)


  6. Torrentportal.com


  7. YouTorrent.com Still in beta testing format, this new torrent site claims to be the largest legal torrent search engine today. Accordingly, the result sets are much smaller than the "pirate" counterparts, but definitely try this site for yourself.


  8. BiteNova (formerly known as “Bi-Torrents”, BiteNova is a free Torrent site with a spartan look and fast searching format.)


  9. Torrents.to


  10. Torrentscan.com (a "meta-search" engine, which is a search engine that searches other search engines)


  11. Mininova.org Mininova is the successor to Suprnova, one of the original big torrent databases of the Web.


  12. Torrentmatrix.com


  13. Torrentbox.com FYI: like Isohunt, Torrentbox is being sued by the MPAA as of February 28, 2006. The days for this fine search engine may be numbered.


  14. FileMP3.org


  15. BTjunkie


  16. Torrentreactor.to (Torrentreactor has made a comeback from a hijacking and an uncooperative hosting service. They have moved to a different server setup and a Tonga country domain outside the USA. Read the details on their home page.)


  17. TorrentTyphoon.com (this database is up for sale, if anyone is interested in running a torrent service)


  18. Yotoshi.com


  19. Torrentspy.com March 24, 2008: Torrentspy has voluntarily closed its doors. Instead of conforming to the American court mandates to change their privacy policies, the Torrentspy team has opted instead to cease operations. A sad day for downloaders everywhere.


  20. Snarf It! (currently offline finding a new home)

  1. Torrent-damage.net


  2. TorrentBytes.net


  3. FullDLS.com


  4. ByTorrents Meta Search
  5. (recently hacked)

  6. Thinktorrent.com (currently offline)

  7. Torrentlocomotive (special thanks to Juan C. for this submission)


  8. Meganova.org


  9. Scrapetorrent.com is another torrent meta-search engine that is gaining popularity.


  10. bittorrent.com (the official Torrent website by Bram Cohen, the designer of the Python BitTorrent format.)


  11. FileList.org


  12. Fenopy (formerly Bitoogle.com) (the 'original' bittorrent search engine, which has now morphed into a metasearch engine. The results from your Bitoogle searches will point to various other torrent search sites. This site has been redirected recently.)


  13. BTbot.com (this site has been intimidated into listing fewer and fewer current torrents. The administrator was likely spooked by the recent wave of lawsuits against Isohunt and Pirate Bay)


  14. Special mention: Torrents.co.uk (This British site has changed hands lately)


  15. Special mention: LokiTorrent.com (In a precedent-setting MPAA civil law suit, Loki has been shut down by court order as of Feb 10, 2005. To add insult to injury, the MPAA left a trashy saber-rattling message at the lokitorrent home page in an attempt to intimidate other P2P users. P2P users everywhere are mourning the loss of this excellent service, and the MPAA is estranging even more Internet users with its heavy-handed campaign.)


  16. Special mention: Commonbits.com (This new beta search site is dedicated to media on progressive political content: audio, video, photos, reports, transcripts and other files. This is a place for activists to share their message, and for people to learn about other political choices. Unfortunately, the owners have had to move the site because of legal/financial pressures. We hope to see it back soon.)

The Most Popular Bit Torrent P2P Software

  1. uTorrent
    (Known as both "u-torrent" and "micro torrent", this is the most popular torrent tool today. uTorrent has all the functions a torrent downloader will ever need, and it only requires 1 MB of hard drive space and memory. uTorrent has all the downloading and seeding performance of its competitors, but with minimal impact to the rest of your computer's speed.)

  2. BitComet
    (Good, but losing popularity to uTorrent)

  3. ABC
    (Another very popular Torrent client)

  4. BitLord
    (A popular tool that has a built-in torrent search engine...you may never need to use a torrent search web site ever again with this product)

  5. TurboBT
    (Nice-looking GUI appearance with this package)

  6. Azureus
    (A Java language client; was considered "king" of the torrent programs until uTorrent software came along and took that crown away. As with uTorrent and any other software you install, ensure that you virus scan.)

  7. The Original BitTorrent Client
    (Authored by Bram Cohen himself; no fancy GUI here, but it downloads quickly. Recommended for programmer types and Macintosh users)

the Great Impact made by Nabi Muhammad S.A.W

It was indeed a great mercy and blessing from Allah S.W.T to have sent Nabi Muhammad S.A.W in the year 571 AD. At that time in history, the state of religion, society, politics and morality was indeed pathetic! It was indeed a great mercy and blessing from Allah (SWT) to have sent Nabi Muhammad (SAW) in the year 571 AD. At that time in history, the state of religion, society, politics and morality was indeed pathetic!

but after a few decade The Prophet had gone, nowadays people seem to change back their personalities to worsen than a dark age long time ago...
Today the worlds is once again steeped in immorality, shirk, corruption and fasaad. The old idols are now replaced by new icons such as money, pop-stars, sports-stars, etc. and the temples are where they are worshipped are the vast stadiums and gambling complexes. Very little time is left for the worship of Allah – the real benefactor of mankind.

We know that the Nabi Muhammad (SAW) is not with us anymore, but he has left for us the Qur’an and his Sunnah. It is for us to study it and practice upon it and it will be enough for our success in dunya and akhira insha’Allah


As we know, in the process of Da’wah Ilallah, we had to face tremendous hardships, opposition, persecutions and insults, because people were reluctant to give up their positions of power and influence and vested interests.


However, in spite of tremendous opposition, the prophet of Islam transformed his society.

Examples:

  1. Arabs gave up wine, gambling, and raised the status of women.
  2. Eemaan gave Muslims dignity, confidence in themselves – Slaves were freed.
  3. Love and brotherhood in society – racism was abolished, former slaves became rulers.
  4. Former enemies were transformed into the bravest defenders and champions of the deen. Eg. Khalid Bin Walid.
  5. Amr Ibn Al As – went to Abyssinia to demand the return of the Muslims to Makkah. As a Muslim, he opened up Egypt and the whole of north Africa for Islam.
  6. Many people laid down their lives for the prophet and Islam.

He leave us with a great example as he is also a HUMAN not an angels...so that we can follow what he does and what he running away from.....


but we nowadays.............thinks by urself....even me sometimes.....

Sunday, March 29, 2009

fact bout facebook

Facebook was originally named TheFaceBook and it was developed by Harvard student Mark Zuckerberg. The first use of the FaceBook was on the Harvard campus and it was limited only to Harvard students. Soon the FaceBook spread like wild fire around the other major U.S.
Universities.


Mark Zuckerberg dropped the Harvard and pursued his facebook dream to become one of the 4th most-trafficked websites in the world with more than 90 million active users. The FaceBook website is built on PHP-MySQL technology and it is probably the most popular PHP website ever built. Interesting fact is that the facebook.com domain was purchased for $200,000 and FaceBook has more than 24 million photos uploaded daily.

my experience during speaking,listening and writing test


actually, i dont like to talk about the past especially about the test, but because of the lecturer insist us to post the blog related to the BEL 260 mid-sem exam i had to share this kind of experience..

for the first exam, that is on Sunday night, which is writing test, i felt so cold as the exam take place in da hall and at dat time..the rain is just like cat and dog..i drove the motorcycle in da heavy rain..its does not concern me at all..beacuse of da test i do it sincerely.....absolutely i felt nervous...and kinda want to end up the exam faster....
i felt so stress because of the test took place in da 3 day straight....Sunday,Monday and Tuesday......but after dat i felt noting..feel free to go.. as da burden became more lighter....

for listening..the is no special bout this test..as dis test being tested on da morning.. i dont have to much tme to think bout it...i just hoping my ears worked at dat time...but it seems dat i lose concentrete during da test....

and for da lest is...speaking..the most unhappy test 4 me.....i dont like to speaking at all......and dis is suck men...we(ash,aiman and i) are "playing around da bush"...lol....i cant speak nicely....dats ol..i dont want to reveal my weakness to d others..hahahaha

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Sunday, March 1, 2009

just hoping for dream women

i dont thinnk about it anymore
i had think it at da past
but when being hurt by a good girl is so much stress me up
i forget about it just for now
i want a freedom

but what i want is
1...a peng and than turn to woman not by force but because she want to change
2...a solehah one
3...good in cooking
4...not left the solat easily]


i thinks it is just for now
a peng is compulsary

Friday, February 27, 2009

LINUX or eternity


after a few hours sitting in front of laptop wondering what to do with eternity,
i got no idea what i should done
it already being tweak...almost at all
even the half open tcpip set to unlimited and could not change at all

i thinks
mybe i will use linux just for the now to gain some knowledge
but i am totally dunno what to do with linux either
too "open"
not like windows too "closed"
dats y if u hang tweaking in windows u
wont be able to go back


mostly hacker prefer to use linux instead of windows
but i am not a hacker
not a newbies
not a wat ever
i just eager to know what the OS could do and wats da limits is
for the people dat have been using windows and do not even try the open source da 1st things they will learn is refresh
u will know if u tried it by urself

learn from the experience is more useful than in class
i use linux mint felicia
"from freedom come elegence"
open source is da best
fight for it i will supoort open source

Thursday, February 26, 2009

after i use eternity




<<--
before..

--->>
after....

this is the 1st test after i use eternity
at da left i use my vista ultimate
n at da right i use my vista eternity
the difference is so big
it seem dat eternity more stable than ultimate
i did not tweak my eternity yet

finally....the time has come...

:( :(
i am so sad finally..tonight i will format my laptop...
i love u so much vista ultimate.. even u are just RTM
but u are the one that teach me lots of things.... at our first meet, i am glad to c u..
u are totally awesome.. but after i used u for a week..
i feel u are annoying because i more familiar with XP back there but, finally i found out dat u are da precious one...
i learn much more than before with u i playing game for non-stop...
without sleeping.... for da 1st time i enjoy playing game..
first time i expel out much of my adrenaline playing game because of u but.... because of u
i lose pengkid picture because of u!!!!!!!!! i hate u but i love u bye2 my love dis is my last shout 4 u bye2 sooo sad!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

where all my friends


i wonder y...where all my friends...
indeed, my blogs not so nice like others
but i think ur blog wont effected if u all follow me
i am so sad
only aiman and fazilah are follow my blog
how could u guys do dis to ur friends
oooh
and syafik too
forgot bout u


now..u all are freely to comments


heys guys check this out...
now u alll are freely to comment my blogs
i changed back my layouts to the default
then, the results was surprised
i can comment my blogs
hahahaha

sick of new ISP protocol

ISP limits BitTorrent bandwidth Tier 1 partners might 1 shape proposed Encryption level limits bandwidth for accounts with a high traffic volume limits bandwidth during certain times of the day prevents seeding 2 prevents/filters .torrent download 3 causes unsolvable NAT problem offers no real flatrate
TM net, Malaysia Yes No ? No No No No No No



i am not telling that this ISP is useless...but, in my opinion this ISP that we at UITMT used it freely(but for me i paid the accounts) is slow in downloading international torrent..
i am a torrent finder and downloader and rarely upload torrent...
i feel so sick of waiting the downloading tasks being completed....
but, the rumoured said that TM is now at the projects to created their own IP center...
i am glad to hear it, if it is true, then the download speed become increase..
how happy i am...
but i still frustrated why TM should limit the BT bandwidth it is not fair like that..
the connection even not reach T1...
in singapore, they used starhub and that ISP do not limits the BT bandwith
how annoying i feel..i got 339 kb/s and my torrent download just only at plus minus 15 kb/s...
furthermore, usings this ISP also i cant surf syok.org...huhuhu how sad i am...
i hope TM will upgrade their sytems and service so that we as their user not feel so frustrated

formatting my laptop


i will format my laptop soon...after a month waiting for vista eternity beings downloads
finally, a few hours ago, it have done downloading.
i am so happy, after got "windows not genuine" problem, i rearm back my laptop and crack the OEM genuine code, i can used my vista ultimate, but it not stable as it used to be.
then, tonight or maybe tomorrow, i will format my laptop
good bye Microsoft..but i am still using Microsoft based OS..hahaha

Friday, February 13, 2009

the best things that happen in my life

the best things that happen in my life is erm let me thinks first erm that 1 is too personal, that one is i did not remember the full stories and that 1 i just could imagine that therefore, maybe there is nothing i had to told to u guys

oooo i remember there is something that just happen in my life that change my life completely maybe this story is useless to u guys but for me it is a really unbelievable things that happen in my life

this story is about a girl that doesn't seem like girl that is pengkid hahaha i fall in love with pengkid for the 1st time ever in my life i just saw her for the 1st time at the bridge then my heart telling me that he want that girl before this i hate pengkid,lesbian,gay,and others but,

after fall in love with that peng, i can accept pengkid in my life but that the only peng that i could accept in my life

actually it is because of i lost my girlfriend that i have been protected too much i do not blame to that girl it is my fault because i have been playing around too many girl before this maybe that is my punishment hahaha

back to my story the first day i messaging that peng, i throw away my shy, my scare, and everything. i just believe in myself and the result is she replying my message she told me that she do not know why she wanted to replying my sms even thought there is too many people sms her wanted to know her

maybe i am the lucky one in that time, hahaha then start from that moment our relationship become stronger like an hydrogen bond stronger that van der wall bond and ionic bond hahaha but just as a good friend i just could be her brother even she is more older that me hahaha

but it was the happiest thing that happen in my life
even i am not her boyfrenz
and i know that frenz are more meaningful
that special some one

every single minute i am with her i feel so great
and i cant forget for that moment

the really2 best things happen in my life is
take a trip to kuantan with her
as our 1st date
it cannot be replaced
even every week i went to kuantan with her
the 1st one is the greatest one
its more than words

we are wearing the same t-shirt that we bought at the same mall
we taking a windows shopping
she paid the lunch for me
and so many interesting things
after a day with her
we went back to uitmt
at the late night


that all
i am sleepy
wanted to sleep
zzzz

Sunday, February 8, 2009

what would i like to change about my life

i think i don't have anything to change about my life. it is because if i change my attitude i will be a perfect one. then what is my challenged in this life if there is no my weakness. i live in this world is to overcome my weakness. but if there is a chance. what i want to change about my life is:

firstly, i want to change about my behavior, i do not want to playing game a lot. because all my time being eaten by my game.lol. if i played, i cant stop from playing. it look like my nature. i born to playing game. but, reality i am not. that why i tried my best to stop playing game.

secondly, i am shy with girl. then i want to overcome this weakness. that why i dont have any girl-friends(dont miss understanding). it mean friends not a special someone. instead of my classmate i dont have any friends that are girl.

i thinks that all. i will update it later. i am run out of idea.
see u guys. i know there is no one read my blogs
hahaha

Saturday, January 31, 2009

how do i spend my mid-sem break

How do I spend my mid-semester break? Frankly speaking, I did not remember anything about what I have done last mid-semester break. Maybe there is nothing special at all about that break. I tried to remember but my memory failed me to do so. Then, nothing I could share to all of you. What I know is I am eager to went home but the bus is late too much how could you figure it out the bus is suppose to take us at Dungun at 5.00 pm. But we all were waiting there for 2 hours, how you dare keep us waiting for you bus drivers. When the bus just starts moving the bus drivers take a break. Just a few meters away from the bus stop. And once we all are waiting again.

What more? I went home and sleep much and playing game for non-stop. That’s all from me. But the good think I done I did not mention here. What I do is come from my heart no need to tell everyone. I do what I do not to get respect from the others. I just do it for myself. See you all at UITMT if I were still in this earth.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

one sem spend in uitmt

Hye everyone. This time I would like to share with you guys about my experience being a uitm student for one semester. For me, Universiti Teknologi Mara Terengganu (UIMT) is very means to me. Of course there is lot of sweets memories to remember and there are also sad memories that I could not forget lies within it. For a several months I suffer from being hurt by a good girl, finally I got the offer to continue my study at UITMT. I am glad to go there. When I arrive at UITMT my spirit are eager to learn something news. I did not make many friends when the ‘Minggu Mesra Siswa’ (MMS) in progress because of I like to be alone. I just talk whenever I was being asked by someone.

After the MMS is over I got chance to know about my roommates more closer because before this we just see each other’s face and do not have a free time to talk about each others. I got a tall roommate and a cute roommate and the other guy is was my friend at my hometown and we came from the same school.

When the class start I do not care about others problem and in my mind, I was only think about study. My past teach me about something that have a great impact on my life. That is I should not enjoy my life when I study. If not I could failed that subject. I was study hard for the first half of that semester. When I go back home for a mid-term break. I bought a laptop, and I was crazy in playing game all the night and day even morning I just sitting and played game. Then after the chemical quiz, I got a not so good result. Then I realize that I should not play all day long. From that day I just played game when the weekends arrive.

After that problem solve another come in handy to ruin up my life. I met my ex-girlfriend study here too taking public administrator course. I have not seen her quite long after finished the school. We used to be a classmate when we were in form 5. I like her but I do not like her attitude. She always lies to me. Her words cannot be trusted even a single word. We talk a little when we met up to go back to our hostel. And she asking me a favor that is accepts her back. But, it hard to me accept her back because I don’t believe in her anymore. But she keeps messaging me. At last, I accept the offer but I don’t believe in her 100% as I should be one year ago. I do not want to be hurt for uncounted times anymore. After several weeks with her, just I thought that is she had another guy. How sad I am, after giving her another uncounted chance, she does not use it. Then I stay back for her owns sake. I do not want her new boyfriend feel what I have feel. And we never contact since then.

Losing her is like losing my own soul. I became soulless guy. My life becomes empty. I could not study nor concentrate in the class. But, one day I saw a cute one at the bridge when I want to go to class. I found the source of light in the middle of dark night. It like I was the blind color men and looking at her and then see the color shining come up from that girl. I could not express my feeling because it more than words. But, the only problem is she is a ‘******’. I could not tell it. I do not have authorized to do that. After that I could not even stop thinking of her. I know that she might bring the difference inside me. Fortunately, my roommates taking the same course as her. But in difference class. I got her phone number at late night 19/10/08 by asking her classmate that is my friend, Halizudin.

Then on 25/10/08 that is on the study week she asked me to go to Mesra Mall at Kerteh to release tension before going into final examination. Then we share our money to rent the car. She drives because I do not have a license yet and I could not drove car. After we when to Mesra Mall, the time minimum required to rent the car do not over yet. Then we decide to go to Kuantan. It was a good experience for me. First time I got friend like that. And when the final examination over I went out with her to Kuantan for second time that is for the last time I saw her in that semester. Kuantan also means to me because it where I start my story and I end it there too.

Furthermore, in last semester I got title “prince”. But it does not suit me because I am not handsome like others. That all I can write. There is lot more I wanted to share but because of my eyes am killing me. I should stop here and go to sleep. I also got “dekan” for last semester that all because of my friends. If not, I would not get that. I hope this semester we all fight for it. And we all get it. Thanks friends. You all means a lots in my life..I won’t forget you all even I my teeth goes down, my hair turn white I will remember your name and your faces.

its all happen in UITMT just in 5 month..

then UITMT is means a lots to me